muahahah. i think i m super evil n weird nowadays. i keep getting irritated n angry quite often n i dun like answering questions. esp when the person asked me many times already. so i got into many quarrels with my parents cos they can be quite slow in getting wad i m saying, n i hate repeating myself. n so they find me rude.
but i din mean for things to be like that! i mean. i m jus irritated.. but i never think that i was actually raising my voice to talk to them... well they felt that i was REASONING with them.
n i seriously think its a phase that all teenagers go through, cos my bro was worse when he was in sec school. my sis was jus like me. but she jus pulls a long black face everyday instead of talking loudly. n so she thinks that i m worse than her. saying that i m jus a stupid spoilt brat that is a selfish pig. *i seriously think she's jealous of me getting a ipod video also. hmph.
n i dun like the feeling! i m the type of person that has to shout out to relieve my stress n anger... i cant suppress them within me... n its jus the person that's unlucky that came to talk to me at a wrong time wad. i've been trying to change... but somehow. the feeling is jus like a natural reaction. i jus feel irritated very easily.
so i wan to apologize to all my friends that i have shouted at... SORRY!! i din mean it.. jus forgive me. esp christine n jasmine. the two who sits beside me always hear me pissing off. *whoops. haha. but i never scold vulgarities ok!! haha..
on a lighter tone... this week is so fuN!! haha. there's swim meet on thurs, fri is hol... n my parents r not home!! haha. they going to malaysia on thurs night. coming back on sunday night. MUAHAHAH. so its like home alone. jus that i'm not really alone. got my sis. but i doubt she'll be home early. MUAHAHAH. i can enjoy myself!
yay. but i still hate life.
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