[[---`*Childhood Sweetness*`---]]

Saturday, August 26, 2006

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tomorow. 28 august 2006. 7pm. bugis. mike he jn xiang is coming to singapore. to publicise his new show "marry me". how elated i was, thinking that "wow. i'll finally get a chance to see him". forgetting that my parents die die also wun let me go out.

(all these took place ytd)
but the thing is my dad wun be in singapore tmr! n my mum wun be home until very late tmr cos she is going to HER friend's birthday party. my bro is working late. my sis got exam. i settle my own dinner. isn't that a perfect oppurtunity for me to go out late?! but WHY. WHY DID I TELL MY MUM THAT I WILL BE HOME LATE TMR?? because i respect her! i wanted them to noe at least i'll be out. n den she starts scolding. not even finding out why i wan to go out.

so i called juu for help. she suggested some excuses n i used the "farewell party" method. like my friend is leaving soon, not taking final yrs, so we going to her house after school (near nafa), den going to bugis for dinner. (hey at least i'm telling some truth here...) so she was like "y must go bugis for dinner??! there the pple very hun luan... bla bla" i tot she was ok with bugis!!! we always go there together k...

next. she told my dad about me wanting to go out. my dad says "can postpone not?? tell your friend postpone la! wait till i in singapore den u go out late i can go fetch u wad... " i said "if u in singapore u wun even let me out!" sigh. why r my parents so strict?? n its not like as if i go out very often. no. i HARDLY go out at night k. in this whole yr, prolly only once or twice??? like hello. i'm a sec 3 girl, m i not even allowed to hang out with my friends until 9 plus??! its not like as if i'm asking to stay out till 12 plus. IF I COULD ASK MIKE HE NOT TO COME TMR I WOULD GLADLY DO IT MANS. but i cant!!!

so later we went out for dinner n i gave my mum the unhappy face throughout. like, u dun let me go i make u regret those kind of face. den she relented n said "u come home at 8 plus". but i ignored her still. like hello??! 8 plus means i have to leave bugis at 8 n the thing only starts at 7!!! i wun even be able to get my vcd signed!! (if i can get the vcd in the first place. cos i haven bought it yet. n i got no money. shucks. can i borrow from jasmine?) cos jasmine n gracia is going too!!

i mean. whatever la. i rather not go, den go there n see him for only 1 hr... but i will regret the whole of my life esp if i dun get to see him again.

i'm gonna beg today. be a nice guai girl n ask nicely again.

wish me luck.

Stuck On|10:13 PM|

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